charging ahead and making unwanted creative changes were not appreciated.
Till this day I still don't fully understand why I never stopped to think before acting, when collaborating with other mappers.
That was probably already an implied mandate but most of the Team has been too busy for this type of QA work so they left Biker to his own devices.
And my lack of foresight and comms was my downfall.
Regarding what SHOULD have happened when I made a mistake, or did something someone didn't like or just plain fucked up. The effected PERSON/S should have called me out on it STRAIGHT away! Or someone from the Team should have told me when they were informed.
But instead what apparently happened on a number of occasions is I found out after the fact that conversations were had behind my back, which then allowed SHIT to fester. This then meant that any subsequent mistakes I made, just added to the shit pile and coloured/distorted everything I did and have done since - in a nutshell bad communication from both sides.
Biker was not only a busy worker, he was a mission maintainer and was an ambassador for the intentions of the TDM team.
Which is as mentioned in this thread, why I offered to leave a few times. Its why I stepped back from being an admin and subsequently a team member
Gave the revised mission out to other people to test, and then lied about being given permission to do so.
Its utterly pointless trying to discuss this or any other point with you at this point, but FUCK you with bells on. Outright calling me a Lier is not only a lie in-itself but a distortion of the facts to suit your own narrative.
I don't know at what point years ago when it started, but your attitude towards me has always been off or confrontational. You seem to have taken issue with almost everything I have done or gone just out of your way to be obtuse, and this direct insult is just the latest example of that.
Yes I am an idiot, Yes I am my own worst enemy, Yes I have been over bearing, Yes I have gotten carried away, Yes I failed to communicate and yes I have failed to consider other people feelings. But at no time did I do any of the above with malicious intent or malice.
I fucking hate that I have managed to destroy a few of the good relationships I built on here, but in some of those their is blame to go around. Contrary to what some people on here believe, I don't go out of my way nor has it ever my intent to be a fucking arsehole -