Forsaken

What is a sparrow anyway?

Well, that's what I'm trying to carry over to Dram.

Well, speaking of what NH wrote, I got such moments all the time. In nightmares. In fact... I can as well go to sleep at the couch, not planning to sleep really, and then I have the nightmare like that, I rush into it(sounds crazy, but I love to see something impossible), and usually in such couch nightmares I sit on a couch in the nightmare too, so when I wake up, I need 6 minutes to recover and understand that I'm back to the real world. I doubt it is what happened to you, but this is what happened to me once. It was, of course, the night, and I didn't notice as I went to sleep in a sofa. Then I see the image of my mother. (she was in a different city actually, but I didn't think about it back then)Pretty blurred. She holds a sandwich. I'm really hungry. I reach for the sandwich, and she dissapears. But then appers again. Starts shouting. SOmething about me being a bad kid. Then I stare into nothing. Finaly, I realize I just awoke from the nightmare. And I also very hungry and want that sandwich. And I have dozens of those nightmares, maybe because I like them. In my worst nightmare I got my own eye moved out of the socket, but still seeing by it, and at the same time a group of doctors put a bull's eye in the socket, and now I see by the bull's eye and by the eye held in someone's hand. Very bizzare. Just a wonderful experience of abnormality... I also have to add that at that time my knowledge of biology was highly low, so replacing one eye with another wasn't something special. Besides, in one of the parts of the nightmare, I saw that bull. And later, I like knew it was its eye... Then there was a nightmare about that mirror... OK, enough nightmares, I had too many of them... Okay, maybe I'm a little crazy actually, but I just want to point out that sometimes, especially at night, you may not distinguish reality from nightmares. I had times when I hear strange sounds and see strange images. I hear balls rolling somewhere. SOmeone banging on the window (remember Raven by Edgar Poe), but when I open it, no one... Strange sounds, strange lights. Sometimes, even in bright daylight, my dad is far, and I hear his voice for a split second. Then I can't decide whether it's my imagination or not... And it's not like I throught of him at the moment. Just doing the homework. And then, a word, usualy my name, loud and clear, like he normaly speaks... Well, if no one wants to be as crazy as me, watch less horror movies, don't read at night, and keep away from the game called heXen.

Personaly, it's not so hard... It just won't look usual. But imagining a width-less world is not as complex as thinking about time or eternity or how we felt before we came to be.

I don't think anyone will drop the project now. Definately not oDDity. Your project is, softly speaking AWESOME. So let's not get worried about teammates leaving. No one in the right mind will leave such a project, if he is a real Thief fan.

What has pokemon to do with anything? No one calls Illithyd pokemon...

It's all my fault...

Why would anyone get nervous about Oblivion? oDDity seems to be the best modeler I am to see in my life. You are seriously blocking out EoC.

I hate that update...

What is VC2005?

I'm pissed at my note for the same reasons, but I won't harm it. Like God harms humans.

I suppose Bastian wanted me to go back and have sleep... Well, I'll go thank him, and thank you for the explanation. And, yes, there was Ursula de Guin, she write the trilogy, and there was quite a good movie Ethersea about the first part of her book.

I liked opening a lock in Still Life. Is TDM the same?

Well, if you won't be careful, you'll end up with rotten tomatoes that look perfectly well outside. There is normal food in there, but most of it tastes funny and half of it is rotten... One look at a chicken will make you pass out.

What opportunities? You have no money, everithing is horibly expensive, ecology is horrible, criminal is high, food is dangerous, etc....

If you can't understand that I'm a fan of SotSR.

Believe me, Russia, Ukraine are horrible. Especially compared to such a civilized place as Germany. You think so because you weren't anywhere worsse.

I would have worried more about avatar size. My heresiarch is more a splash of color than anything.

Well, you are definately not fans of THief here....

Oh, well. Украинец, written as the third strip of me signature meas Ukrainian. But I thought that if my native is Ukrainain then you would think that I'm from Ukraine, because no one in their right mind will move from Ohio to Ukraine. I'll add the english version to my sig... I'm definately sleepy today... Well, I wouldn't have stayed for long - I'm dead slow....

Don't talk about SotSR like that please... Elders weren't giants, they were elves, and they definately didn't come out of an egg... OK, never mind.

I'm from Ukraine you idiot! Do you people ever look in each other's profiles? How on Earth I was supposed to know what a yawn trick is!? Sorry for the bad mood, but I didn't really sleep today because of the IRC, so I am barely keeping from breaking my slow notebook.

OK, you gave me the site, what is the EXACT tutorial!!!? I'm a noob, get it? I don't have ANY knowledge about how everything works! I need, for instance, a tutorial on how to make levels. To sparhawk - actually, there was a movie, Earthsea, and in it, there was a sparrowhawk, so without looking at your nick too closely, I thought it was from there. Besides, I was (and am now) listening to Depeche Mode and looking over at heXen Edge of Chaos IRC every five minutes so I was probably so distracted I didn't look at your nick twice. Sorry. And what is a fluxcapacitor? Bastian told me something regarding it but IRC removed the message so now I don't have a clue what it was about.

Me too. Only I don't like the cage-like helmets...

And? You wanted something else? I thought that was done on purpose.